Here comes my little story!!
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Two teenagers were discussing something, in the middle of the rain. A little girl was confronting her own feels, while a boy was hearing her. The boy really cared about the girl, but now he was tired of hear always the same thing, every week. The girl obviously knew he cared, but she was tired of being treated the way he did it with her.
“That’s why you’re being feeling depressed? Because you feel that you can be replaced by someone more… hmm...” said him.
“It’s true! And it’s not a good thing…” I said staring at my feet
“ow, man… you’re just being jealous…”
“What?” I cut him. Tears were watering my eyes now.
“You hear me, no? Silly little girl… you’re just feeling jealous, like always you do!”
“I’m not feeling that way…”
I clutched my dress in anger. I could feel the blood rushing towards my cheeks.
“Yes you do. Cannot accept it?”
“It is not my intention… really…”
I couldn’t help myself to defend from his words but saying that. They touched the fond of my heart… Oh… how I hate this feeling!!
“Is always the same problem…” he said sighing at the end.
How can him! I’m feeling worse than before.
“You can’t compare ‘replaced’ by ‘jealous’. Are not the same, aren’t the same meanings…”
“Just because you’re feeling jealousy…”
“I told you that you aren’t something I own… you’re not my boyfriend… I can’t feel jealous if you’re just my friend!”
“But both of us know that you see me in another way…”
I suppose to be hating him right now… but I love him more than that…
“I… I… I’m not being jealous! When the day in what you’ll have a girlfriend, I’ll be so happy for you… I already told you so…”
“I don’t believe you. I know you.”
“Shut up!” I cried “I’m not jealous about the girls with you’re hanging! I am not! I just feel that if something happened to me, like… I don’t know. Oh, forget it. I just feel you’re tired of me, that you don’t want me by your side! Sometimes I think that someday you will replace me… because I’m nothing new to you…” At this point I was crying, but no harder… I was sobbing. “That is why I think you can replace me… you can stay and feel secure around anybody… I no longer feel something important to you. Like… before. You’re different; you treat me now in another way tougher. I don’t mean I hate you… I do the opposite thing… Sorry.”
He remained silent. I did too. I didn’t want to say another word now. All my problems were free now.
I stared at his eyes. They were without emotion…
Then I expected to be without a friend from now on…
They only stared at each one, in all the time they remained together. They didn’t know what the destiny wanted for them. Was the girl really caring for her friend? Was the boy really caring for her?
^^^^^^^No porque escriba esto significa que ando depre, o algo así... Solo sentía que debía hacerlo. No sé si reflejará lo que siento... y tampoco quiero aburrir... así que solo espero que... critiquen. Es lo mejor.
Sé que después de unos días me arrepentiré de haberlo subido...
Por cierto, todavía tengo errores ortográficos! :D
Bye~!
